I've felt so restless lately. Not just about the impending move halfway across the country, or missing Rex, or worrying about my new job. I've just been having a hard time focusing on anything and getting stuff done. I never feel satisfied with anything I do.
I feel silly though, at twenty-four, that I haven't really found my special little niche in the world. I'd really love to be a stay at home mom (Rex would love it too, home cooked meals more often!), but our finances right now aren't allowing it. I love making my felt headbands and clips, but with how busy I've been lately I haven't had a chance to really make anymore or even get my shops name out there.
I really would like to go back to school and get my bachelor's degree in either teaching or nursing (leaning towards teaching right now), but once again, finances. Because then we would need to pay for school, pay for more daycare, and spend less time together as a family. And ideally, I wouldn't work when I'm going to school, but... Yeah, this is how my mind is going right now. In a million different directions.
I'm just praying that everything will work out for our little family. And that we are making the right decision to move our family to Texas. And that everything will work out. Please, let it work out.